So after all this talk about not being a weekend dad, he called today and asked to see the kids. I did not feel comfortable dropping them off my self so my mom's husband went with me. I am happy that he decided to see the boys and the boys were so excited to see him. I only hope he realizes how much they love him.

I am a little nervous about him. I hope he doesn't do anything stupid. I also know that some of you would think that was the wrong thing. But I can not and will not keep those kids from there father. I feel good about showing him that it is important for the boys to see him.

He did however spend $4000 on a new truck. Now this pisses me off. My car is about to fall apart and he goes and buys him self a new truck. Are you kidding me? The only thing that he said to me about it was I'm sorry you weren't there to help me pick it up. I have a feeling he thinks I'm coming home.

I'm still pissed off and am going to take off for a while.